Bedtime death

Last nite as i wanted to go to sleep, i received lots of comments in facebook from fida and firas. THey are both funny dudes!! hehehe

Then, around 2.30am i went to sleep.  I had a weirdest dream, which i can hardly remember.  Suddenly, i had this terrible cough.  Its not like a sore throat kinda cough.  It feels like im coughing my lungs out.  I can barely breathe.  I jumped out of bed n just sit there doing nothing, then i reached for a bottle of water beside my bed and drank it. Feeling better, i tried to get back to sleep.  Then, i started coughing like hell again. This time i really can’t breathe. I turn here and there, trying to let go from watever is trying to stop me from breathing, but i cant.  I continued coughing.  I was asleep at that time, and I had this dream, some one took me to a Chinese Drug Store. At the same time, i tried to stop coughing, coz it was really hurt.  Its like my lungs gona explode.  I kept on asking myself is it because I smoke too much? or is it too much alcholic drink? then, i wonder, what if i die in my sleep? when that question came into my mind, all i think about is her. I told myself that if i am to die now, i am ready to let God take my life away, also i have to let her know that i really like her. But how? i was lying on my bed, half dead and my other housemates were asleep. If only i can wake them up and tell them to let her know about my feelings. But i cant. The cough lasted for the whole night.  Its the most suffering moment ever. I can even see my death right in front of my eyes, then i had a flash of memories i had with my friends.

And today, i got up in the morning, phone call from renita. I m happy that im still here, lying on my bed. And i answered the phone, bad news. Hope she’s ok. Then, i prepared my self for church. I thank GOd for letting me live, yet another day.

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