wake me up when sept ends
i totally have no idea wat’s happening with my life at the moment. All i know that im losing everything, from someone special to my future. so, right now im like wasting the time of my life. i have no purpose in life anymore. just waiting for hope and if it never come, then i will do nothing. sigh. my life is really complicated rite now. just hope that everything will be back to normal as soon as possible. this is the worst and d darkest moment of my entire life n i hope i wun face all of these anymore!!!
Uncategorized | Comment (1)It’s in my mind
I just got back from times square. Me and my friends went to watch Pirates of the Caribbean 3 At World’s End. Its a great movie and the ticket just costs me RM6. After watching, we went for bowling after that, we all headed home. As we walked around times square, i feel quite moody and down. Because, as we were walking pass the shops, it makes me to think back about the time me n kelly go for shopping. There are so many memories of us there. Seems like my new life still having a bad start. I thought i can feel more relax when i’m with my frens but i cant. i still need more time to get over all these.
Uncategorized | Comment (1)Judgement Day
Finally, holiday has ended andright now im starting a new life… Starting off by attending the Orientation Day of UTAR tmrw. Unfortunately, my new life seems like don’t have a good start ever since i arrived KL this afternoon. Many things happen lately…so, i don’t know how am i gonna take it. My exam results will be out on 26.5.07…hope can pass all…if not…i don’t know what’s the use im starting my new life.
Uncategorized | Comment (0)I’m walking on circles
Spiderman 3…the big hit…i was really looking forward to watch it coz it’s one of my fav movie. after watching it, i started to hate it!!u wana know why??really wana know why??
well, the less you know, the better!!!
Uncategorized | Comments (3)everything seems…unpredictable
hmm…i don’t know where to start…well, right now im in my house in Kuching. I arrived here on sunday noon. actually i missed my flight then, my dad was like so angry then he bought another new ticket…sigh…bad luck huh??the day before i went to airport, i had my exam and in the exam hall, my mind was like blank!!i can’t think of what i have read the night before…everything was like…errr..i don’t know…it felt like everything is over…but then, i did my best to answer all of the questions. whatever i can think of i just write it out hoping that the lecturer will be able to give some marks and let me pass so that i can get my diploma cert…sigh…then after that, me n my housemate went to titiwangsa tm point coz wana change our streamyx n tel line coz we already shift to our new house…so we took a bus then we didn’t actually know where the hell the bus going to take us so we just sit until the bus stopped at the monorail station…and we were like…oh no…wrong place!!then we took a cab all the way back to taman titiwangsa tm point…and guess what?tm point office closed!!great…sigh…we wasted more than rm10 just for that 1 hour!!what a bad luck!!moment later, after we arrived home, my housemate got a phone call from my ex housemate regarding our old house landlord…according to him, the landlord demanded that we paint the whole house…and i was like "what the F**K????!!!" i feel that the landlord is trying to take advantage on us as we are still students. before, she just asked us to clean the apartment before she can let other tenant have a look, so we did like what she wanted then…next she wanted us to paint the whole house…so F**King b*tch!!in my mind is just revenge…i felt like wana go find a lawyer…but i didn’t know where to start.sigh…series of bad luck since last week…i don’t know why all these is happening to me right now. i just hope it will end soon because i can’t stand much longer anymore…i tried my best to fix everything so that it can return to the way it was but seems like i’ve failed. now, i’m only depend on God and let the time decide what will happen.
Ever since i arrived kuching, i can’t spend much time with Kelly like the previous holidays…this make me feel very bored at home. She’s having her training until 19 may i guess…so the only time i can see her is during night time or weekends. i plan to bring her out for lunch during lunch break, but unfortunately her break is only 1 hour…so i tapao food for her n her friend every afternoon. this holiday i hope i can see her as much as possible coz we haven seen each other like 2 months plus. then, after the holiday ends, i hope everything will b normal again. i will give as much attention i can to her…guess that’s all.